A Yami no Matsuei story by Sleeps With Coyotes
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seduction is a hidden seam in an open book you are not a stream of awareness you are not an open book - from Woven by Susan H. Case
Category: Tsuzuki/Hisoka (implied?) slash...or
maybe preslash. Or something.  
Sunlight poured in through the drawn curtains, patched and
spotty with shade, the shadow of the leaves outside. Not
cherry trees but birch, slender black branches tipped with
silver and green, their soft susurration floating in through the
open windows. The futon had been straightened away hours
before, breakfast dishes washed and put away, but Tsuzuki
was still here, quiet for once, in no apparent hurry to leave.
Hisoka leaned in the doorway, watching the man, not
minding.
There were times when Hisoka was convinced his partner
didn't know the meaning of the word 'casual.' His tie was
never straight, but he always wore one--was wearing one
now, point of fact. A buttoned-up white shirt and crisp black
pants--but no shoes, for a wonder, his bare feet tucked under
him as he leaned over the coffee table, a calligraphy brush in
hand. Inking new fuda, then, and for some reason Hisoka's
living room had become Tsuzuki's favorite place for it. It was
one of the few things connected with their job that Hisoka
didn't have to nag him into doing.
Waiting for the brush to be lifted, all-too-familiar with the
hazards of badly-written spells, Hisoka left the doorway and
flopped onto the futon at Tsuzuki's right hand, grabbing a
cushion and wrapping both arms around it. Tsuzuki looked
up, grinned briefly, but the man was practically in another
world. It had been weird at first--being ignored by
Tsuzuki--then a little irritating, though he wasn't sure
why.
He was used to it now, and it was just this side of hypnotic to
sit and watch the flow of black ink across white parchment,
Tsuzuki's hand confident and precise. His technique was
beautiful, each stroke perfect and perfected, and Hisoka
wondered sometimes if that wasn't part of the secret behind
their strength. Magic must like being focused through such
skillfully-wrought conduits, the way a sword loved the touch of
a gifted hand.
There were spells for fire and the quenching of fires, for
protective shields and their breaking. Spells of ice and sleep,
swift messengers and the true-sight to penetrate wards, spells
that could make the earth wake and dance beneath their feet.
Tsuzuki knew them all, and they flowed from his brush like a
child's first exercises, effortless and sure. And Hisoka
watched, entranced by the motion of elegant hands and the
calm, far-away look on his partner's face, the way the sunlight
haloed his almost-still form and turned him...not strange, but
even more himself. Perfect and perfected, just like his
calligraphy.
It's just Tsuzuki, he reminded himself, hugging the
pillow tighter as he scowled down at his knees. One of them
poked through a hole in his jeans, and if there were a few
pale scars there, most of them were from childhood
accidents, scored by gravel and bark. He picked at the
frayed white threads amidst the blue, rubbed a thumb
absently over his skin and wondered what it would be like to
touch another's.
He always ended up wondering that when his partner spent
the night.
If Tsuzuki had been drunk the night before, you couldn't tell it
now. His violet eyes were clear, his face no paler than usual,
somewhat tousled black hair still damp from the shower.
He'd been impossibly cheerful at breakfast, even when
Hisoka wouldn't let him help cook, and a small smile still
played over his lips even now.
The birches hissed again as the wind picked up, corners of
drying spells fluttering briefly in the breeze. Tsuzuki didn't
even notice as his dark hair fell into his eyes, curtaining his
face.
Hisoka leaned forward before he knew he meant to, one arm
unwrapping itself as his hand reached out and brushed aside
hair like silk. He almost froze when Tsuzuki looked up at him
and smiled, all the gratitude and contentment in the world in
that simple expression. He had the presence of mind to sit
back, let his arm fall, as if it were nothing--Tsuzuki made
gestures like that all the time, didn't he?--and Tsuzuki looked
back down at his empty page as if he would slip away again.
Hisoka told himself he was grateful.
The brush began its dance once more, stark black lines
cutting across the white in a simplicity that was beautiful in
itself--but Hisoka didn't know the spell. One character for
beauty, one for grace, for youth and spring and change, and
the last for motion--no, to change into, and the simple
scrap of parchment caught fire without burning, caught it and
shaped it as the paper was shaped, folding and twisting like
the little messenger birds. Some part of Hisoka even
expected a bird, but the creature that flexed its wings atop an
empty stack of paper was a butterfly in emerald and gold, still
sparkling with power.
"I didn't know you could do that," Hisoka said, only dimly
aware he was speaking at all. Unlike the messenger birds,
whose form had a function, the butterfly didn't do
anything--it just was, perfect and beautiful. Fascinated, he
watched Tsuzuki slide his hand under the tiny, delicate legs,
watched the jewel-bright insect crawl obediently into his palm,
sitting quietly as it was held out for Hisoka to take.
He had to look up, and Tsuzuki was beaming at him of
course, pleased and a little flattered at Hisoka's marveling
silence. He couldn't not cup his palm after that, sitting
perfectly still as Tsuzuki nudged the butterfly into his hand,
and he didn't bother to breathe as he felt it pick its way over
his skin, settling at his wrist.
"What's it for?" he asked after a moment, just in case he was
wrong and maybe it did have a purpose, one he just
couldn't see. Tsuzuki had been doing this a lot longer, after
all, and--
"It just is."
Hisoka looked up again, and it was just Tsuzuki, no different
from any other day...as beautiful and patient and alive as the
magic at his fingertips. Always. He found himself wondering
again what it would be like to touch another's skin when
he chose to, and he thought it was just about time he
found out.
Tsuzuki smiled at him. Hisoka smiled back.
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